It's bit tricky how you perceive yourself. It can be either how the world looks at you or how you look upon yourself?

For me it;s just how i have sensed me out. I am bit on a quieter side with mostly my passion towards life in my own way. There were times when I got false notion (mostly by 3rd person) that my approach towards life was misjudged but life itself showed me that I am on the right tack but with little ups and downs. It was really amazing for me to virtually see the world taking the path to survive but for me it really didn't made sense. I took into building myself as a person - cool, composed, recluse :), doing stuffs that I am passionate about.

 Well in my area it's tough to find someone even bothering to use linux, let alone using it for the development process so basically it's me and my box I try to solve the demystifying world of linux - c00l

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I ll work for something that I have ctrl over than something that is ephemeral in nature.

Hence the idea of dealing with new neo freerunner - open mobile computing

 Love for me is a "dreadful bond that can be easily severed" (taken from Pirates of the Caribbean) so I try to move away from such bonds. I am the one lucky  guy who have so many loving/ affectionate people around me and they have bestowed upon me the most likely human emotion of love, but I try to figure out how long it's going to last and for what they are liking me. For lovers its just the hormonal rage that induces such a state. When humans understand such a paradox it will be easier for them to overcome such an emotion.